There is no straightening out my life or this world. There is only happier dreams provided by the Holy Spirit with awakening.
My lesson today is: In quiet I receive God's Word today.
And so I went for a 17 miles jog/walk. And also a 3 mile treadmill jog.
Did I receive God's word? Yes. Unequivocally. I had a tiny moment in the afternoon when I glanced at lesson 126 (All that I give is given to myself.), and something grabbed my heart for a moment. I knew that the one thing I want is His presence in my mind. Nothing more.
I also went to an AA meeting this evening. I said, "Life is about conscious contact, not about getting what you want."