Its positively un American, un modern day, but I am going to stand up and say it: I have a melancholy personality. I will feel depressed quite a bit. I don't inflict it on my colleagues; in fact they like me. But inside I am usually a bit down.
This could be fixed with drugs. But I refuse. I think I will keep and explore this state of being, now that I have admitted it. It cannot be "bad". It just is. I will now stop trying to fix myself and instead try to understand my deeper nuances.