Friday, August 31, 2012

August Workouts

I had a very big month. With 92 hours of aerobic activity, thats the highest this year.

On another note, and if you read this blog often, you know about my mental turmoils. Well, today, just before I go on vacation, my boss mentions that he has something coming up for me but can't mention it for 2 weeks. But I'll be very busy. I usually fear that I am not good enough and my habitual mind goes round and round with fear of the boss, my authority figure. Now, it is sending out one fantasy after another about what this change could be. My habitual mind is sure it will be able to preen and be proud of some reward. I'm sure I'm just getting more work because of other personnel changes.

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