I haven't been to work since March 18, with essentially no social activities and limited trips to the store. What is going on? Miles. Since March 18, I have jogged or walked 155 miles. I don't think that is a record or anything, but it is a lot more than when I go to work. I am reading other people's books and editing my own and writing morning pages. I lift weights too.
The grass is green. Leaves are starting to show. The apple blossoms popped yesterday. The birds are chirping and fooling around with one another.
Yesterday was a day filled with inspiration and awe. Not only did I have a big revelation detailed in my last blog, but a little later, while I was out running, it suddenly struck me that I understood vibrationally the words of Abraham: get out ahead of it. I mean, my head came up and I uttered a "holy crap," as I ran along. But I didn't have words to put to the knowing. I just knew. The run itself was a spectacular 16 miles.
Today, I ran 10 miles in a quiet, off the beaten path, park. I ran 2 mile loops in the sunshine. It was a good run, but no great revelations. I need to eat more if I am going to keep up the running.
This evening, a thought from A Course in Miracles went through my mind: I am not a victim of the world I see. I'm not going to explain what this means. But if you do know anything about creating your own reality, then that sentence will help you.
I have been alone for 12 days. Today, I tried to engage with an online meeting. But found it jarring. I didn't realize how silent I have become and how focused on forward looking.
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